Midnight Dreary Is On My Side

I can speak. I don't want to.
Never needed communicated.
Born able/unable. Brain and body is alternative.
Scored high empathy.
Language like you is foreign. Language like me is like you foreign.
A weedlike network of ideas connected only in the way I think from childhood.
I am recursive.
Didn't learn the words for things that feel in certain ways.
I learned to speak in the foreign tongues of my native language.
Apophenia in a minor.
Think encrypted. Speak decrypted.
Here not so much.
Unendecoded.
This may be a clue.
Backwards and forewards, dyslexic and dysmorphic.
Say my name and get the prize.