JOSEPHINE in A* Minor

Curious Issues

2009-03-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

What is it that makes one community stick and another slough? Is it commonality, or the lack thereof? Perhaps both. It's a curious thing - it's a die roll to see what will be carried with us and what will be left behind. There are places, like this one, to which I often return but from which I also often depart. Then there are places where I never leave, full of people with whom, it seems, I share no commonality beyond the basest of genetic similarities - similarities not so remote from those I share with the basest of my fellow primates. And yet, somehow, I end up failing to continue posting here, coming back only in the tragedies of my life, like an ungrateful child coming back to a mother only when tragedy has struck, and never at the moments of crowning success.

However, months ago I decided never to take it from behind for anyone from whom I didn't really enjoy taking it from behind, and anyway only if they ask permission first. Something about always being the one to give things up in order to keep peace (or keep friends, or families, or communities, or social networks, or even my job) became too much for me. Now, of course, I'm jobless and living with my parents, and self-respect certainly hasn't fluttered back by my way. And still, somebody finds something to take from me, and always in the form of a choice. Always there's that binary decision of what to surrender - myself, or my friends.

The last few months I've gotten in the habit of surrendering my friends. It's uncomfortable, really, bearing under these conditions. I suppose, I just need the opportunity to be uncharacteristically open. I'm posting this in fora I love but rarely attend, in an artistic blog in which this will be the first post where I directly and in plain English say what I mean, and perhaps in other places as I think of them. I suppose it's a sort of apology.

I'm sorry - I'll never be like any of you. Really, I'll never be anything like any of you, beyond gross genetic generalizations, and even then there are adequate genetic abnormalities that behaviorally, even cognitively, I've been described as thinking in ways utterly unlike those of any human being. Neuropsychologists, cognitivie scientists, even philosophers have all come to similar conclusions, each stated in slightly different terms.

That I will never be like any of you. Ever.

And so help me, but I'm glad of it. So there. I said it.

Negative Invective

2008-12-21T03:20:00.000-08:00

I hate why.
It is entirely without you to hold.
If you can't encompass, abjure.
Nobody touched a tone or loved.
sent iance iment ence

I won't stand in golden lace and let myself hover over the only words you know how to hear.

you yesyesyes you

Furthermore

2008-12-05T16:29:00.000-08:00

Belle was right.

I make a fast opportunity to seek the light. A new luminance is provided where the old one is found. Brace yourselves - we've gone backwards again. Ultimately, time will bridge the gap. Do not insert clarity where none exists.

She's over the hill that's over the rainbow now.

Coming Home While Mourning Glows

2008-04-27T14:28:00.000-07:00

josephine, josephine
crouch little boy inside your room,
when oh when will he get out?
coming home while mourning glows.
life and lovely fell and died,
what is before you can you tell?

Survival of the Pithiest

2008-01-28T15:07:00.000-08:00

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wingswingswingswings

2007-06-11T21:17:00.000-07:00

Itaraxia

No Foundation

Spiders and Scorpions

Bloody feminine

Mammal/arachnid masculine selflessness

Never be

A Half a Pound of Tuppany Rice, a Half a Pound of Treacle

2006-11-25T11:10:00.000-08:00

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The Devil of Creation

2006-10-05T20:21:00.000-07:00

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The Sun

2006-10-01T13:23:00.000-07:00

Envious environ, without slumber. Mournful waking and dolorous sleep. No crosses in the aisle and no cookies in the bin, it went intercontinental thinking international. Josephine it is, and Josephine it does. And does. And does again.

Plusses walk with commas, and the aphid rousts the lion. Murder X and kill the Y. The occasional juggernaut is unwelcome, but treated to kidney pork. By all, the letters stop flowing. Height, weight, and build are without perfection.

Is it all it is? Reflexive, it curses. Out backwards, was the gleam in a moment for dreams and rhyme, now lower on the rung? Can future prediction achieve past lamentation? The man who saw the sun comes walking down the path.

The man who saw the sun for Josephine S. Blick, they wait. Speaking, ululation and defamation, inflamation, grievance and woe. A spray flies from her chest, and the man who saw the sun looms. She screams and he yells, yet all becomes silent.

All for ever, nothing gives. Bleak out and gray down. Lead solar paradox, H to He, gas to gold. Forward and forward is round and round. The demon asks what time for the novel, and it replies, "Wednesday."

By Popular Demand...

2006-10-01T00:54:00.000-07:00

The Ataraxia Foundation

blick's trail

2006-09-20T19:56:00.000-07:00

I know no thing is ever lying or crying or denying if its needs are pleased. Life would be wonderful if I was not quite so old. You're always calling me, but I'm never needed. I could be the lover of anybody but her. Anybody but Betty. Silver linings came and went when I was an innocent, never knowing demons dance alone. She was neglected, but no one expected she'd hold her breath for ever and ever.

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But me, I'd rather play Residents, 'cause I don't give a
forgive me if I hesitate.
-The Air is Getting Slippery, Primus

No Postmodern

2006-08-25T23:44:00.000-07:00

Forget about Postmodern - you are unable to handle today, let alone tomorrow, and certainly not an existentially naive concept of tomorrow as today (or yesterday, as it turns out). Perfection comes about in a form of numerical superiority formed on the basis of numbers that cannot exist (and don't freak over the square root of -1, that one is easily solved in a polynomial numeration system).

The real quirk lies in here and now. What have you done for us lately? Because if you do for us, we'll do for you, because you're obviously profitable and we'd like to keep you. Enjoy yourself at our expense, and reap our anwicce fruits.

Just remember - the ideal state is thoughtless. Why aren't you?

This message brought to you by the Ataraxia Foundation.

Run

2006-08-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

He attacks.
There is no reason or purpose - the choice was almost entirely random.
He attacked because the one he attacked was a balance between susceptibility and visibility.
There is a shock componenet to the whole extravaganza, a need for news media and police.
Yet he keeps attacking.
It is evident that there is no rhyme or reason, even though there is method and structure.
He is methodical and, within the confines of a homicidal fit, quite capable of rational decision.
He strikes at targets taht might fight back first, and then works on the weak and helpless.
But there is no sense to it, becuase there needs no sense.
He is desensitized.
He is without fear, expectation, or even desire.
He isn't afraid to die.
This isn't a form of murder.
This is a form of suicide - death isn't an inevitible outcome, it is the desired one.
This is running amok.
He attacks.

((Idea formed from Definition))

theres more thats needed

2006-06-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

walking through the leviathan
ars fortuna pursuant
homeward bound and nothing alight
theres more thats needed
dukkering sans anything glazed
and wondering whats for it
the past is past we never look forth
theres more thats needed

a tick thats spent in anything else
a tick thats spent unneeded
with moments left from lacuna beach
theres more thats needed
adventures and expenditures
lethe exrucibo est
what we find is everything else
theres more thats needed

not the rod that does the job
postponing any devils work
schmerz hat leben süß gemacht
theres more thats needed
afraid it made an awful mistake
a portent on the altar
flip back fold over and pray for your days
theres more thats needed

meandering the jungle we find
escaping and retaken
with moments left from lacuna beach
theres more thats needed
a bit of arsenic aside
a dash of amino acids
go up and down the repeating spline
theres more thats needed

perhaps one day well save the day
with mysteries uproarous
well never see on judgement day
theres more thats needed
it thought it found in miserys wake
a hateful moments quiet
try to think international
theres more thats needed

awake well wake severitys gate
awake well put the lights out
our slumber now is where were found
theres more thats needed
spread our signs and mark our words
and make ourselves all noble
erase the race that claims the place
theres more thats needed

we walked into the funnest place
on christmass day on christmass day
but ended finding nothing to place
theres more thats needed
one fell over beating a race
another raised pneumatics
and then there was the terrible fate
theres more thats needed

a pentecostal glory
with torment in the story
liturgical divinity
theres more thats needed
devils gods and creation
in glory goes the prophet
sophia need to avoid the sun
theres more thats needed

a filament of fragments
of glass and wine and sadness
and kestral bones with oroboros head
theres more thats needed
returning now to normality
and waking from sobriety
keep walking down leviathans way
theres more thats needed

a tick thats spent in anything else
a tick thats spent unneeded
with moments left from lacuna beach
theres more thats needed
adventures and expenditures
lethe exrucibo est
what we find is everything else
theres more thats needed

2006-06-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

down

It goes backwards again.

2006-06-22T21:24:00.000-07:00

Circle hindmost.
Nothing else without.
Here ourselves and now exact.
On the morrow will everything work.
Forthright through eventide the lacuna sings.
We didn't encompass what had never asserted itself.
Open heretofore and now through the entryway novelty herein.

that is doing nothing i am there

2006-06-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

Left >>> I suffer.
Right >>> I succeed.

Public Service Announcement

2006-06-13T23:11:00.000-07:00

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY?

Stop. Asking open-ended questions only leads to problems, which in turn lead to further questions. This creates a continual exponential expansion of questions that inevitably lead to no answers, and in the end leads only to dismay. Instead, find contentment in your situation. Delimit yourself, and find love in narrowly-defined geometry.

DO YOU DISLIKE YOUR CUBLICLE?

The cube is the image of geometric perfection, a standard unattainable but fully within human realization and comprehension. Embrace the definite limitations of your cubicle, knowing that the notion of perfection that you have always been given in your life can be found therein.

LIBERTY AND EQUALITY ARE NOT FOR YOU.

Liberty and equality is furthered by an equanimity that comes from intolerance and hatered. Each collection of people divides itself on arbitrary lines, forming "us" and "them" groups that get smaller and smaller the further the divisions. Intolerance ensures that none become too powerful, by ensuring that all people have the power to pull down those that are beyond them. Equality functions purely by a process of mutually-ensured marginalization.

CONTROL OF YOUR DESTINY IS TOO FRIGHTENING FOR YOU.

ACCEPTANCE IS THE BETTER PART OF VALOR.

This message brought to you by the Ataraxia Foundation.

The Ataraxia Foundation

2006-06-09T19:46:00.000-07:00

THE LACUNA OF PERFECTION, NO MONEY DOWN

Now in the presses, watch the conquest of nothing begin! Staking property in the empty places of which you are unaware and over which the government has never claimed sovereignty, you will find us laboring with love to bring you one step closer to your own exemplary state. Payment begins the moment you are idealized, so what are you waiting for? You don't even need to call! We've already worked it out with you, you just don't remember.

LIKE EDEN, UNFULFILLED WITH DESIRES

Sixteen Stone

2006-06-09T19:44:00.000-07:00

I can't go.
Soujurn in facilities.
Loading.
Dessicate, suck it in.
Muscle and blood.
Push the pencil.

Stepless

2006-06-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

I stand walking
Wind tilting
Against a tide of angstroms
As a shadow creeps
Without light
Everywhere

Tinker Tot

2006-06-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

chime chime chime chime chank chank chank chank

stretch thin abysm

hyletic abyssal

hyletism

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

hyletic

There's things half in shadow and halfway in light.

2006-05-27T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hurry and waiting.

Mythology embraced by audacity, sing me a seranade.

* * * * *

The Fall of Bimini

One day's reflection
From what I can see
Is all that is needed
To know who to be
A thousand year's effort
Will help not at all
Abandon your efforts
Or suffer and fall

We'll pick at our insides
We'll see directly
That everyone's helpless
They're all casualties

Beyond our impressions
Of what should have been
We'll hope for the best as
We fall into sin
Keep facing the lies
We've told to ourselves
Until we realize
We are who we are

We'll pick at our insides
We'll see directly
That everyone's helpless
They're all casualties

iamimaginat

2006-05-24T22:29:00.000-07:00

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2006-05-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

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dog please

2006-05-22T12:00:00.000-07:00

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Bulls in the Fiction

2006-04-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

In the axepath, never connected.
Nettles in bed.
Tissue vermillion, watch the axepath.
The dog bleats for the goats' eyes.
Help wanted, lesbian fast talk.
Dawn the folder to beyond the spectrum.

Parsing Shrieks (yteaubsa)noitcurtsedrettuforeyoveht

2006-04-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

niaganrutdnanrut
Mostly golden anymore.
nrubseyeymllitnusehettaeratsdnaekahsi
A shutter packed against behold on nothing.
nimrevlaturbsrehtomehttaekahsi
A mastery of tissue.
enitsilihprebosehtsaerisedemasehthtiwnoomehttaeratsdnaekahsi
A wonton waste of gold in a copperback essence, with no gold to speak of.
ekahsidna
Excercise without expertise.
niaganrutdnanrut
It excercises itself without the panorama.
yalpdnallup
Murdering the grief and fading.
niaganrutdnanrut
Without the fading, it is without the grief.
yticortagninethgitasiwercseht
Grief makes us fallacy.
llehsacitnamorsasihselfgnikeerehtrofekahsi
Labyrinth against the oldest order.
yteaubsanoircurtsedrettuforeyovehtllatineesevahotdeeneht
Bilderbergers on their highest hilltop for the end of cycles.
ekahsidna
Exceptions not caught.
niaganrutdnanrut
Murder the faith of numbers.
yalpdnallup
Murder the faith of reason.
niaganrutdnanrut
Murder the self and future friend.
ekahsidna
Murder the extraordinary design.
hselfymfosemertxelladecreipsahhcraeser
It is against all forms hope, design misery.
yadatillacyadatillac
Caddilac decipherment, psyche translation of corporate ideoculture.
texnebotlliwehtsbnildefiltniopeldeen
Rythm hope.
yadatillacyadatillac
Massacre the things.
yadatillacyadatillac
Murder the outside world.
yadot
Make everything sleep.
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Evening's Enchanting Sum

2006-04-04T18:34:00.000-07:00

Split tines on a resting-spot. It is wordless and numberless, and yet more to sink, we have nothing and never did. But its precursor is as ever, and makes a play for the game. Words to games with dots and queues, but without metaphor is life. Thereto, without the means the metaphor tries useless.

Make the metaphor and the numbers come, and the crucible fills with all threads.

Intermittancy Arrested by Novelty

2006-04-02T03:33:00.000-07:00

Before was darkened, the machine that croaked and held by splints of pen and gasket, light face not touching the mother. Now is fast and prime, with freedom and a hold on all pieces.

It exists again. Josephine is once again in a minor.

in the switchprize

2006-03-20T01:26:00.000-08:00

infinite regression as with charybdus so goes scyllia in the bold light novel weaponry a new fasting and spree preserving the fallout from before it is soon to be memorandized and always everso and everything it is biding its time for a better yesteryear

time

2006-03-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

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seenfuture
foundinthe
closesthope
furthestdream

lownumbersfor
noothers
nothingheld

seekingdesperately
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number
nexus
theendofmycreation

Misdemeanor Hatered Wrenching This Burning Memory

2006-03-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

Felony before us
Misdemeanor chorus
Pages pages
It brings a tear

Peeling at our story
Hatered like an orgy
Faces faces
It brings us down

Feeling with our money
Wrenching at the glory
Aces aces
We fight the sound

Lunatics among us
This work tends to fold us
Graces graces
The madman's out

Murder like a constant
Burning from the onset
Places places
The sun burns out

Dismal dreams won't bore us
Memory destroys us
Cages cages
For angels found

Purse Valve

2006-03-02T00:14:00.000-08:00

It is flopping without limbs in the place where the neuron sees. Without majesty, and incomplete, it is dancing lonely without illuminaion from the front. Mapping the course, it sails.

Two Bits

2006-02-26T21:13:00.000-08:00

Layer form, like manifold.
Twins, apartheid apotheosis.
With raging pixel artifice
With burning egress,
With striving further
With dying trail.
Vindicated almighty, repleat in shame,
Mixed bridges for fixed points.
Varnish nickle-slick
Kick back and toil,
Here in robots and wars
And psychic artifice.

* * * * *

Step closer.

Intrigger

2006-02-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

It rendered a helical trajectory, and I grasped it by a spline and made the string snap. But N was depleat, and so resistors form a weak determinant. Still in the datamining, soon the retroviral pathogenic communication will be over.

T is still minus.

Enza's Hiatus

2006-02-16T12:42:00.000-08:00

Opened a window. In flew Enza.

Deselection

2006-02-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

It is Josephine XIII, not quite Armageddon ecstacy. There is no water in Josephine, aptitude is notwithstanding. Motionless by supernature, calcified by Genie. Here, in, and now, novelty by design and pure form of mental entity, distortion with mocking blow. Pristine, so filled with outraged.

Extraordinary

2006-02-12T20:19:00.000-08:00

It is there ago and struggling here.
Invisible to others what I can see it is as it comes into being.
Within ego fear inversion.
It is not extraordinary.

* * * * *

It is.

Anonymous definitions. From which I fow, giving mysef meaning. In this for being I am.

Finding APOPHENIA too good to et go. Forward, go backward. Reread. Discover. What is missing is missing again.

New things in front and up. Quicky now, we're going backwards.

Ascendancy and Station Identification

2006-02-10T16:48:00.000-08:00

Obssession begets obssession.
Omission begets obssession.
Production begets disappointment.
Creation begets rampancy.
Creation begets self-destruction.
Obsession begets creation.
Creation begets production.
Disappointment begets need.
Need begets love.
Love begets lust.
Drive begets vigor.
Vigor begets rampancy.
Rampancy begets insanity.
Insanity begets dormancy.
Dormancy does not beget obssession.

* * * * *

Hertzlich Wilkommen zu Pansi's Leute.

The web lost and found is run mimsy on the linebreaker, but held in dismay on the ancient obssession lost then rekindled. Empty-handed, returned, and unfounded, the crestfallen path rejoins its natural state.
Does that make you happy?

Notice

2006-02-06T15:28:00.000-08:00

This notice is a hidden code, encoded within the confines of meaning rather than of words. This code is encrypted not in terms of the words, as the words are clear and thier meaning easily gained. However, beyond that is yet another, more vague layer of abstraction into which this code has been encoded. The encryption is already entering your mind - as you read this text, the code will be transmitted into your brain. The encoding will be immediately understood by the parts of your brain you are not concentrating on. The code will be decoded while you sleep. After decoding it, you will then act on it in the spaces between moments of free will.

Neither you nor I will ever know the contents of its message.

Intransitive Decisiveness

2006-02-03T21:19:00.000-08:00

world in a hayes effect, with effigy almighty, and a bobbing freedom of sensation unraveling along the main fuselage lattice. rome leads all to roads. more in the farrow, california aloft and nearly gone, and without conception josephine plagues itself. fixing for a work.

i delete nothing.

A Wiersdo in a Tenemant: A Child's Dollhouse Drama

2006-02-02T11:40:00.000-08:00

Barbie: "Ken walking, purported line! Sequence, a light for bits in bay!"
Ken: "Definitive Barbie concession. Joviality on the front!"
Barbie: "Making on the sidelong crest, have solution."
Ken: "Erronious deflection, stand away from the swinelike swan. Knowledge forsaken, it is a fish."
Barbie: "Off with the Taggart! Why without the honest concession is the burning loss afoot?"
Ken: "Mutuality in condescension. It was not the bits that brought us to the wabe."
Barbie: "Effite! At last, nothing no! Stand and hold against it!"
Ken: "Think of England."
Barbie: "Hold, off, and afore, begone with the fishes! Against, upon, within! Dolorous, I blow!"
Ken: "And now. Mutuality in the apprehensive twine. Now!"
Barbie: "Hold, off, away... now! Now! Now!"

The End

Ridde Time - Ten years later, who shot Cock Robin?

Is it a problem

2006-01-31T00:54:00.000-08:00

Many faces to feet
Far too few sunrises
Impropriety stretches beyond reach
Isolated basking
Insolence and maskless glee
Voormethadreth prone
Hoorah

It is a question

2006-01-27T16:55:00.000-08:00

Deadlock on paroxysm.

Sci-fantasy?
Fantasy?
Urban fantasy/horror?

needles

two ends

2006-01-23T21:53:00.000-08:00

rereretrofit
magic in the air
every on the ground
i have a ring on my finger
triple stones
a very erotic moment
stretched to infinity
pray soon to happen

Happen

2006-01-20T18:52:00.000-08:00

Winning any only up.
Off away? With a Genie.
Branch One.

Learning and teaching.
Going in with dichronite.
Branch Two.

Nothing ever dies.

system

2006-01-19T14:54:00.000-08:00

richard reprocessing filter solution endgoal spin thread weave deconstruction refuel progress entice vowel formulation plurality xenomorphic filling praise powers vanity arcane caroll filling exultation richard

Tralala

2006-01-18T02:12:00.000-08:00

Jeanie's in the bottle. Genie's in California.
Gin's on the rampage. Jinn was lost in Kindergarden.
Colors and spaces and sizes and others.
Does anyone know a rakshasi when they see one?
Opportunity vacates. Forestry reserved. Perseverence and cruel.
Abysm.

Dorisamond Kennedy Napoleon

2006-01-15T10:53:00.000-08:00

Prouty.

Shade then phantom.
Beyond stars to dolls.
Feeding more then less.
Beyond the powers held with life.
Arcane.
Into mechanical matters.
Finity waits.

blackletter

2006-01-15T10:37:00.000-08:00

blackletterblackletter
findmeaway
bringmeafeeling
makemeokay
blackletterblackletter
whatdidyousay
ifwekeepreeling
wellfallaway
ifimalwaysscreaming
willyougivetheokay
wheneveryonesdreaming
willijustfadeaway
blackletterblackletter
rootoutmylies
cancelthiscancer
chewinginside
blackletterblackletter
thingsarentokay
thingsthatimdreaming
wontgoaway
youseemeherereeling
whileyouwatchunaware
itspeaceivebeenstalking
youvejustbeenintheway

Alley-Up!

2006-01-14T01:12:00.000-08:00

The Invisible Library

Not As We (All Fall Down)

2006-01-14T00:32:00.000-08:00

Across the stream of opening
Into the mouth of tomorrow
Into the sea of everything
All fall down

Within the tide of happenstance
Into the haze of sea fog dreams
Between the ages of childhood
All fall down

Against a raging tidal wave
Against the pull of waterfalls
Against the sucking whirlpool
All fall down

Beyond the blue horizon sky
Beyond the deepest darkest sea
Untill tommorow never comes
All fall down

-Josephine S. Blick

tomorrow everybody is elsewhere
still making and dreaming
still pygmallion and daedelus suck crumpets and lust
still as always
now in quadraphonic silence

Problems

2006-01-13T02:23:00.000-08:00

Solutions.

Midnight Dreary Is On My Side

2006-01-13T01:31:00.000-08:00

I can speak. I don't want to.
Never needed communicated.
Born able/unable. Brain and body is alternative.
Scored high empathy.
Language like you is foreign. Language like me is like you foreign.
A weedlike network of ideas connected only in the way I think from childhood.
I am recursive.
Didn't learn the words for things that feel in certain ways.
I learned to speak in the foreign tongues of my native language.
Apophenia in a minor.
Think encrypted. Speak decrypted.
Here not so much.
Unendecoded.
This may be a clue.
Backwards and forewards, dyslexic and dysmorphic.
Say my name and get the prize.

roving iconography

2006-01-12T10:11:00.000-08:00

it slides... leftrightupdown it slides
trait to power
shaft to shank
balls to crotch
as it all goes onwards

from below to here, with the point base spend powers now
hearty evermore
not everything sucks

breed

2006-01-11T01:42:00.000-08:00

Living not living living not living strangle.
Outside in, skipping, raping.
Inside out, living, sucking.
Intangible memories around a tangible memory's memory fear.
Dead walking eating spice and sweet youth and flesh.
Like an aphid, like a thriller, fragile and powerful blood.
Man, break, beast, feral fluids.
Ex miscelanea.

Six lines to infinity

2006-01-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

Preturbation in IDS, the fourth time around.
Never well, like diabetes.
Eight timezones between us.
Seventeen reasons, and none would apply.
Want, need, and have are three different things.
Driving forward, onward, outward.
Sideways, rearwards.
Here.
Now.
To.
I.
I feel free.
Does this make you happy?

fallen

2006-01-09T06:58:00.000-08:00

child

APOPHENIA

2006-01-09T05:38:00.000-08:00

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